by sergio » Mon Dec 06, 2010 5:37 pm
first off I am a 19 year old heterosexual male. last night, I was sleeping heavily and started dreaming about work. (I'm a T/A for an elementary school program). I dream't that I was sitting on a bench with one of my male 4th grade students, (whom in reality stopped attending our program a few months ago) and he seemed kind of out of character for him.(affectionate) He said something to me that i can't remember, but after he said it, I put my hand on his shoulder, and he grabbed my hand and put it around his neck, in an affectionate manner. He then started scooting really close to me, and eventually sat on my lap. (he had a very pleasant scent if that means anything...) He then asked me " are you sure about this? I dont even know you" in a joking tone. I replied with "you bet" and he unexpectedly gave me a quick french kiss... very quick, didnt last longer than 2 seconds... I woke up shortly after that... as awful as it sounds, in the dream it didn't feel sexual... It felt like there was another meaning to it, something deep... and whats really wierd is that I went to buy some colonge today, and when I sprayed it on me, it had the same scent that the kid had in my deam! very wierd...BUT let me make it very CLEAR that I would never hurt any of my students, I would kill myself first..and he is the opposite of feminine in reality... it just felt like it meant something, and yes it seemed very real! maybe he misses me or something? or maybe I miss him subconsciously. But we weren't extremely close or anything.... I don't know, but now I feel a "connected" with him in my head... can someone decipher this dream for me? no rude comments please, I would just like to understand this more. thanks