by stanfield86 » Wed Nov 18, 2009 7:16 am
I am sorry for this ongoing problem you've been having, and I hope I can help you clear it up.
I honestly am not sure who or what is actually causing it, but I do have an idea for what you can do help this loss of hope you've experienced. Chakra clearing.
I know, it may sound crazy or stupid or just plain weird and corny, but for the willing and open, it's extremely cleansing and fulfilling.
My Grandma first introduced me to it, from a psychologist named Doreen Virtue. You can find her tapes and books at any book store.
She focues on the idea that the human body has nine main areas of energy--each located in a different area, being a different color, and relating to a different facet of life. Through cleasing them, you get rid of any negativity in them--this can be fear, worry, or even evil or curses as you suggested. By getting rid of the dark spots and letting the pure engergy of you chakras shine through, you'll be much happier and free of whatever has been plagueing you these past 3 years.
On a more personal note, I have a hard time listening to the tapes by Doreen Virtue, so I've read all her work and come up with my own method of clearing my chakras. I was going through a hard time myself, with a certain man who was gone in my life, and it left me empty. After the first night of cleansing, I already felt better, because I got rid of the bad energy.
We all go through hard times. Please try chakra clearing to get through yours. in the mean time, it may help if you see a spiritual counselor as well. Sometimes being one on one with a person who wants to help you and is qualifed to do so can work wonders. I really hope I helped, and that you feel well again very soon.